Anonymous asked: Hello, its me again, the girl who talked to you about having a boy that i like as a friend. anyways I'm feeling down right now. SO i have this huge problem. My friends, whom I go out of my way to do things for them, seems like they turned their back on me. Like WTH. I've been so nice and never done anything wrong. They keep saying I blackmailed them pictures of them doing stupid things. I told them it's not stupid because all they were doing was make silly faces. what should I do? :(

If they think that is blackmailing then honestly they’re retarded. Don’t even consider them your friends. If they can easily toss you away because of something so silly, do you think they should even be worth your time, or deserve the title to be your friend? If they continue to think like that, they won’t get anywhere. If they turned their backs on you, then turn yours on them. Continue to walk away, and if they were truly your friends, they would chase after you. If they don’t then you know where you stood in their lives. I hope this helped,

Muchlove&Goodluck. <3

& If it makes you feel any better, i’ll be your friend(;

Times

There are times where you don’t even know why you like somebody,

But you do know you’d rather die inside than to let them know that you care for them so.

You’d rather die than to see them sad,

You’d rather die than to see them break.

So, in most cases. You realize you’re the one who can make them happy, you know it. You know if you had a chance you’d give it your all, and all you can do is hope for the best. All you can do is hope.

Then everything hits you, you start to consider your own feelings.

Yet you ignore them,

Because the second you act upon your emotions, everything tears down.

Everything you built for that person, all that you’ve put into building that relationship, you slowly see a crack.

So you ask yourself, what are you to do?

Do you act upon what you want?

or do you continue to die slowly inside just to see the one you care about simply smile.

Because when you see them smile, you smile.

Yes, the smile is genuine. Yes the emotions are real.

But what you’re doing, is that real?

Are you honestly doing it for them? Or are you hoping for something more out of it, something for yourself.

Selfish needs, we’ve all come to realize, no matter what we do, it comes down to ourselves. No matter what it is, it’s self gratification. It always comes back to you.

& Honestly, that’s okay.

Where is the harm in doing something for others, and also doing something for yourself?

Then it hits you, sometimes things are just one sided.

So do you let go? Do you let go, when you realize you hold no benefit out of it?

What do I do.

What do we do.

What do you do.

You cave.

& You enter the darkest thoughts of your mind, and you purposely stay away from any light. Because you fail to see any type of light, even if it was flashed right before your eyes. You hold onto some string of hope, you hope that light is real, but as soon as you reach out for it, it fades.

Teasing You.

Crushed by your own thoughts, the bottle inside, it seems to have cracked.

Fuck You

Nigga’s that call yourself my friend, and do me wrong.

“I want to have a normal, and happy life.”

-7th grade.

I’m sorry to my old self, 

Years have gone by, and I still haven’t been able to fulfill my own wish.

I’m sorry for how pitiful i’ve lived these past years,

& I’m sorry to say, i’ll have to live this life a bit longer. 

Thoughts

Why do I have so many?

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Anonymous asked: there's this girl and she's is flirting with me and everyone else.... and idk if i should like her or not....

If she’s flirting with others, don’t take it seriously.

Anonymous asked: OMG, wow really?! lol. Dang. I guess, you're a really great help afterall. Maybe whenever I have problems, I will come ask you.

Come anytime(:

Ask

I’ll answer all.

Because

sometimes even breathing is hard to do,

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Walk

I’m afraid to let you walk into my life, because you might act like you care.

I’m afraid to let you walk out of my life, because even though you acted, it would be selfish of me to ask any more out of you.

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Anonymous asked: I would come off anon but, im scared. Im scared to be judged, im tired of being hated on. Im also scared because im a monster. Im a horrible person. Everyone must hate me.

I won’t judge you, no one hates you, and if they do, I won’t hate you.